2011-12-09

We Are Leaves

We, the leaves that cling so brightly to our body
that once we were a part of
and bloomed willingly cohesive in the sun.
The sun still touches our arms
but we are cold
and apart, having been spurned
and scorned
for lives lived
in bright colors.
Still we cling
or else fall in the trampling shadows
of concrete pavement.
We are no longer wanted.
We are dead or dying,
yet stubborn and hanging high
on the tree
of which we are a part
without acknowledgment.

2011-11-02

National Novel Writing Month


Yes, everyone it's NaNoWriMo. Woo!
I'm off to a great start (not) with a whole 1121 words typed for the first two days. Lame.
Anyway, check out www.nanowrimo.org. Make an account. Add me as a writing buddy (s.e.cates).
And get writing! 50,000 words or bust!

(Or you can just play writing games on the forums. That's always fun too.)

2011-10-16

THIS IS NOT A POEM

THIS IS NOT A REAL POEM


this is not

chasing the coattails of immature sentences

period and catching on

this is not

breaking the barrier of thinking

in rhythm

and only comprehension is away

this is not

feeling the gritty grime

crust through fingers to the page

and land in a pattern of ugly

that is beautiful

this is not

lying through sharpened teeth

to make a point

that you don’t believe

until it’s there

this is not

real

this is not

whole

this is not

that thing that it is said to be

what it looks like

what it tastes like

this is not

that poison

this is not

anything

that is not what

it feels like being

2011-10-05

The Small People


Started out being inspired by the idea that stars are basically just ghosts.

Unedited, random piece. I like writing in fairy-tale-esque verse.


The sun it cried a bright flame

and with its breath it said,

“This earth, it turns so slowly.

They don’t know that they are dead.”


And he could spin them faster

“I won’t,” his promise tragic.

And on and on he watched them,

and always they were static.


On Earth, they had no knowledge

of pain as bright as this:

the sun the one thing living,

his fire curled in fists.


***


The stars were ghosts of living,

they birthed by death’s bright eye.

They watched the people spinning

and played their part to die.


They knew the mortals’ true flaw

unable to see truth,

the date they should be fighting

mortal claw and human tooth.


From Earth, they knew not sadness

of watching dead men’s lives,

though every night they saw it:

their fate inside the sky.


***


And Earth it cradled softly

its children bright and dying,

a beauty great and horrid

like sun and stars combining.


The world, it spun so slowly.

Time is a mortal thing

that keeps the people blinded

in constant wandering.


And if they spun it faster

they’d fly off in the sky

and shake this curse of living,

the final day to die.


***


The sky, it held them gently.

The universe expanded.

The people lived so small-y

like human life demanded.


The world, it let them go on.

The sun, it cried their fate.

Star-ghosts illuminated

their expiration date.


The mortals nodded brightly;

they felt the sun’s bright ray,

the tears that flew in star dust,

and still, on Earth, they stayed.


2011-09-25

Time's Washing Woman

I think on Wednesdays there is a woman. She’s probably old with a gentle stoop and a foreign hooked nose that hides her smile. I probably like the twinkle in her eyes.

And, on Wednesdays, it is probably her job to iron and press. She probably does it with the ease built from age. But she does not have my shirts or skirts to work on.

No, she has my time. It’s already been made wet and limp by Monday’s vigorous wash, crying tears of exhausted tumbling, and laid dry and corse by Tuesdays drying, worn out from endless cycling.

And, on Wednesdays, she irons it, smooth and flat.

Presses my time so that there is the farthest flat space from one end to another. Granted, there are no hills or valleys to hurt my calves. But never the less, those wrinkles save me time. Wrinkled time is the shortest count down. So this ironing of my days leaves my time pressed unfortunately.

But, I think, on Thursdays, she folds. Her hands are probably strong and deft.

Plucking up on piece in ten minutes and bringing it close to a piece in a few hours, so that I rush through space skipping time outright.

It is as if I fly across the peaks between, seeing nothing of the passage.

She mends the damage on Fridays. It probably takes her three days to set it soft and whole again.

And I think she smiles as she smooths my folded week of time, picking lint off of Wednesday morning and sewing the rip in Monday afternoon.

It goes on the shelf next to the others. She is probably too short to reach and must get an old worn stool to stand on.

It goes next to last week, in the space before next. All with neat tags of the price I owe for such services.

But I think, the woman frowns as she studies the seemingly endless rows of folded time that belong only to me, knowing I will never come to pick them up.

2011-09-24

The Beating Heart

Just read this to the rhythm of your heart beating.
Thump, thump. Thump, thump.

breathe in


it’s peace

that fills

your lungs


breathe out


it’s war

that pumps

your blood


stand up


it’s guts

that hold

your frame


break down


it’s fear

that moves

your limbs


fists clenched


it’s hope

that’s trained

your thoughts


give in


your hope

is not

enough


shut up


it’s dumb

to part

your lips


bare teeth


they’re lies

that make

you live


open eyes


it’s life

that wakes

your time


close eyes


it’s death

that lives

your life



Super rough because I have to go study for Biology now, but I wanted to get something written down before I forgot.

2011-09-22

Poetry is Better than Music

I had to make a poem fast.

Not the best but "that'll do, pig. that'll do".


the onion skin broke

cracking and peeling in useless

death

like so many hands of the fated

humans

the skin ripped wide and chided

it's children

who lived and liked to cause

such chaos

it fell away to reveal the next

dead layer

of cells, tumultuously to molt

we had not killed it

it was already dead